Tell you something

This blog has been going into direction that is far from being realistic. Well, it's all true. But...well...ah. Why does everybody think that i'm f****** everybody else? I don't mind or care about what the everybody and the everybody else think, but it's just not true.

Having an extraordinary tendency to get myself into trouble, it all seems like some crazy life. Which is not. It's what happens to you, and you, and yes, you as well. Or at least it will.

The thing is just that it all happened at the same time to me. Some kind of an overload, or an OD. Thank god i stopped at the right moment, before I could regret so much, all the so called experience and fun and whatever that I didn't do, eventhough I appearently seem to have done. The things I never said, but I should have, the opportunities I missed, the opportunities I made and then bailed on them and made other people bail, the words that said to little, the smiles that showed too much, the things i did to you, the things i didn'd let you do to me, the things i made you believe...


Just a girl, trying to handle new things, new emotions, new positions. All of them very unexpected.

Love is in the air

Can somebody please do something about it?!

4th

...start with 1st...

3rd

...and you move, and open your mouth in a sexy way,
and my breath melts with your breath,
my body is your body,
and my pleasure is your pleasure,
and...

2nd

...let's continue and slowly put my legs between your legs, kiss you and let you feel my body on top of yours.
move.
let you feel a bit more.
you still have your clothes on.
and i'm just...

...fucking you.

1st

...going behind you now, kiss the back of your neck, touch you, having my hands all over you, kiss your ears and go down, keep touching, move and be in front of you, look you in the eyes and just...

...go down.

I'd...

...dance around you like a satellite...