unexpected questions in my head

places we had coffees at
when your leg was resting on mine
they still make me pause when i pass them

split seconds when your scent is too overwhelming
it happens all over town
the confused look on my face when i realize youre not near me

a girl passes me on the street
i cant help but turn to look after her and smile
she has the exact same walk as you

i hold on to these
why cant i hold on to you?